Please read, urgent ex boyfriend sex problems! I'll answer your questions:)?

So I'm going to try to make this short, but up front know that I have true genuine feelings of missing and caring about my ex boyfriend. (We're 16 in high school, please take me seriously though:P). He broke up with me more than a year ago, but he was so sweet about it and it was basically because he really liked me and thought I was a great person, but he had a lot to deal with in his personal life (some heavy depression stuff) and also he wanted a deeper relationship eventually, but didn't feel like he could handle it then. We grew apart just because it was a tad awkward after that, but we still talked. I realized that I missed talking with him and being myself with him though, and as we began to become friends again, I just missed him more and more. Currently, we're pretty good friends. We talk a lot in person (but we don't text, which I know is weird haha). Also, he isn't depressed anymore, he actually is very much looking for a relationship but he can't quite find a girl that he feels is interested in him. Little does he know.. I am. But here's the kicker, I have a combination of feelings for him. I miss him, care immensely about him, want him to be happy, wish I could have another chance to be close with him and be ourselves around each other, but also have sex. Yea, i've never been physically attracted to someone like this. I want SO BADLY to make love with him and have him be my first time and vice versa (we're both virgins)(oh and then have hardcore sex..). I know he wants to have sex and I'm like 90% sure he'd have sex with me. But ok, this is the plan I've had for a while, but never seem to muster up enough confidence to do it: I want to tell him my feelings, yet leave out the sex part. It would be completely amazing if he wanted to give our relationship another chance, then later in the relationship I would bring up going further. It would also be amazing if he just wanted to be friends, but maybe like hung out and stuff, because really I just want to be